Shattered Luck
I walk around and see a meadow
I think it's luck theres beer and jello
but what I see is just a dream
I wake up quick and see the stream
Its filled with wishes that have been crushed
To fill the lake there are a bunch
So I sit on the hill
waiting for my lake to fill
theres nothing I can do but wait
for the wretched damn to break
and shed the bad upon the land
and fill the gaps between the sand
even though it means my death
I won't have to worry on my last breath
Well althought the week has been depressing, it rather mellow and busy. The same stuff happening of course. My mystery girl calling, the calls I wait for so I can smile. Being busy with work, I did a total of 100 hours betweek the 2 jobs. It was insane, and I have no Idea how it was done. I completed my EVOC course which makes me happy, I started my full time shift at AMR which means more money, and to top all that I got a dollar raise that took effect on my 2 year anniversary date with CEC. Still nothing suprising, u know people will always talk their shit, when the cats away the mice will play, in this sense talk shit, and boy do they talk shit, it irritates me. I found out the girls I've been talking to is interested in NASCAR which I think is awsome, now if only she had all the other likes/loves I did, which couldn't possibley be true, no way would I get that lucky. But from what I've seen so far for some freakish reason my search almost feels done....today our conversation ended mid-part through and interesting segment. It was something rather ideal to me, although she didn't finish what she was going to say, what was said gave my mind enough momentum to start the down hill effect of how it would end. If it ends in my favor though, I can't show it, it's too soon, we've only been talking for a month, if not a few weeks. School started for me this week as well, I thought I was going to b late, and I freaked out, I was yelling and going crazy, only to find out the class started 30 minutes l8r, I laughed after I found out, but to see myself in that state shows me how concentrated on my goals I am, which scares me but at the same time motivates me to continue, I just hope who ever I end up with if it be durring my studies understands and lets me continue in this manor. Maybe she'll see the big picture along with me, but I hope I still have the time to give her my time, and attention when we share it, oh and can't forget the family and friends need time too, but good friends will always be true so i don't have to worry about my close ones. Well lets see how the next week gets dug shall we?
I think it's luck theres beer and jello
but what I see is just a dream
I wake up quick and see the stream
Its filled with wishes that have been crushed
To fill the lake there are a bunch
So I sit on the hill
waiting for my lake to fill
theres nothing I can do but wait
for the wretched damn to break
and shed the bad upon the land
and fill the gaps between the sand
even though it means my death
I won't have to worry on my last breath
Well althought the week has been depressing, it rather mellow and busy. The same stuff happening of course. My mystery girl calling, the calls I wait for so I can smile. Being busy with work, I did a total of 100 hours betweek the 2 jobs. It was insane, and I have no Idea how it was done. I completed my EVOC course which makes me happy, I started my full time shift at AMR which means more money, and to top all that I got a dollar raise that took effect on my 2 year anniversary date with CEC. Still nothing suprising, u know people will always talk their shit, when the cats away the mice will play, in this sense talk shit, and boy do they talk shit, it irritates me. I found out the girls I've been talking to is interested in NASCAR which I think is awsome, now if only she had all the other likes/loves I did, which couldn't possibley be true, no way would I get that lucky. But from what I've seen so far for some freakish reason my search almost feels done....today our conversation ended mid-part through and interesting segment. It was something rather ideal to me, although she didn't finish what she was going to say, what was said gave my mind enough momentum to start the down hill effect of how it would end. If it ends in my favor though, I can't show it, it's too soon, we've only been talking for a month, if not a few weeks. School started for me this week as well, I thought I was going to b late, and I freaked out, I was yelling and going crazy, only to find out the class started 30 minutes l8r, I laughed after I found out, but to see myself in that state shows me how concentrated on my goals I am, which scares me but at the same time motivates me to continue, I just hope who ever I end up with if it be durring my studies understands and lets me continue in this manor. Maybe she'll see the big picture along with me, but I hope I still have the time to give her my time, and attention when we share it, oh and can't forget the family and friends need time too, but good friends will always be true so i don't have to worry about my close ones. Well lets see how the next week gets dug shall we?
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