They all fall down
Like ashes from fire,
I'm like dust in the wind
it seems like I'm going sumwhere
but where do I begin
Things seem so great,
and then tear apart
when I'm building up wind
it gets popped with a dart
is the best over, or has the worst began
with such great momentum, and speed to grasp,
in the end the dust falls down
Well I'm back to doing my post on monday, main reason cuz I won't b able to tomarrow cause I have to work at good ole' AMR. Well lets start off at last Wednesday, not much happened that was incredible. I went to work, and I joinged my friend derek for a few hours at the gym, it felt good, but since I havn't lifted since high school left me sore for a good few days. I then went to school, this time I arrived on time, n I got a rad lab partner, funny and witty just like me. Then after I went to tutor my friend at Chipotles, he still hasn't got his results back from AMR, but I wish him luck. Thursday once again nothing too greath, went to work at CEC in the morning, then home for a nap, I went to the orthodontist to get my spacers in, and then over to my friend Koji's for a visit. After that I went to work at AMR and I had a terrible day there, the 2 EMT's that were in the VST area kept pissing me off. Then to top it off I go into depressed mood once my mystery gal deserts me at my most critical time. As if desertion isn't already my worst concern, I continue to talk to her when I metion how nothing will work out if she can't cope with me being the bi-polar manic-depressed individual that I am, later to find out she thought I was arguing with her. Either way I think from the conversation we accomplished a little more into the relationship. Friday...Just work at both places, I don't even remember anything that stuck out, Saturday....lame as well, but interesting, thats when I found out the my mystery girl has been mad at me durring more than 1 occasion, which worries me that I could have been shunning those who I care about in the very same manor without even knowing. Sunday was a bit more exciting, I'm tired and exhausted from the busy nite before, with no sleep I do my job, better than the well rested handle theirs, I had to even change at work just so I could b at AMR on time, there i think I had one of the easiest days ever. I talked to my mystery girl for awhile, then she had to go, but couldn't sleep, so we sent txt messages throughout the night....they started to get interesting, talking about the perfect future, she seemed a bit more relaxed, and comforted, it was a short moment, but it gave me plenty to think about....Now I'm on today, Monday, a terrible day again I might add, exhausted I fall asleep at work twice, I do my job quicker than ever, so fast I worry I forgot more than the minor things I remember. I got home to take 4 hours of sleep to catch up for the 60 hours where I didn't sleep at all, well it didn't work, I was late to school again, I guess I have to set 3 alarms, 2 isn't cutting it, well I go in take my lesson then come back here, were I am now.....still no call from the mystery girl...will she call probably not I tend to think she likes to play these games with me, which I will not take forever....but maybe soon she'll learn, what comes from this relationship should be interesting and help me out with future ones...if there are to b any others...
I'm like dust in the wind
it seems like I'm going sumwhere
but where do I begin
Things seem so great,
and then tear apart
when I'm building up wind
it gets popped with a dart
is the best over, or has the worst began
with such great momentum, and speed to grasp,
in the end the dust falls down
Well I'm back to doing my post on monday, main reason cuz I won't b able to tomarrow cause I have to work at good ole' AMR. Well lets start off at last Wednesday, not much happened that was incredible. I went to work, and I joinged my friend derek for a few hours at the gym, it felt good, but since I havn't lifted since high school left me sore for a good few days. I then went to school, this time I arrived on time, n I got a rad lab partner, funny and witty just like me. Then after I went to tutor my friend at Chipotles, he still hasn't got his results back from AMR, but I wish him luck. Thursday once again nothing too greath, went to work at CEC in the morning, then home for a nap, I went to the orthodontist to get my spacers in, and then over to my friend Koji's for a visit. After that I went to work at AMR and I had a terrible day there, the 2 EMT's that were in the VST area kept pissing me off. Then to top it off I go into depressed mood once my mystery gal deserts me at my most critical time. As if desertion isn't already my worst concern, I continue to talk to her when I metion how nothing will work out if she can't cope with me being the bi-polar manic-depressed individual that I am, later to find out she thought I was arguing with her. Either way I think from the conversation we accomplished a little more into the relationship. Friday...Just work at both places, I don't even remember anything that stuck out, Saturday....lame as well, but interesting, thats when I found out the my mystery girl has been mad at me durring more than 1 occasion, which worries me that I could have been shunning those who I care about in the very same manor without even knowing. Sunday was a bit more exciting, I'm tired and exhausted from the busy nite before, with no sleep I do my job, better than the well rested handle theirs, I had to even change at work just so I could b at AMR on time, there i think I had one of the easiest days ever. I talked to my mystery girl for awhile, then she had to go, but couldn't sleep, so we sent txt messages throughout the night....they started to get interesting, talking about the perfect future, she seemed a bit more relaxed, and comforted, it was a short moment, but it gave me plenty to think about....Now I'm on today, Monday, a terrible day again I might add, exhausted I fall asleep at work twice, I do my job quicker than ever, so fast I worry I forgot more than the minor things I remember. I got home to take 4 hours of sleep to catch up for the 60 hours where I didn't sleep at all, well it didn't work, I was late to school again, I guess I have to set 3 alarms, 2 isn't cutting it, well I go in take my lesson then come back here, were I am now.....still no call from the mystery girl...will she call probably not I tend to think she likes to play these games with me, which I will not take forever....but maybe soon she'll learn, what comes from this relationship should be interesting and help me out with future ones...if there are to b any others...
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